not so fast

peeps, my current thoughts on...


life.
when i feel that life is being unfair to me,
i tend to forget that life is being unfair to each and everyone of us.
from all walks of life. you, him, me, her, them.
i think everyone is in the same situation now.
we're all confused, scared, pressured.
ini lorong ujian. keywordnya tabah, cekal, kental.
chances and hopes are totally bullshits.
mana ada orang gila mengaku gila.
dan sekarang otak memusing sebab digantung dan dikhianati.
pengkhianat buat taik. buat taik, buat taik lagi.
otak penuh taik sebab hari-hari sedut taik, makan taik, bau taik, cakap pun taik.
dengan aku sekali kena taik.
its how you deal with it is different.
ive been in some shitty moment of my life. its hard. its super hard.
but i got tired of staying on the ground waiting for help.

being 21 nanti.
for me, its not just adding another year to your age.
its more than that.
so yeah, im pretty scared. as i do not act my age at all.
what can i do?

mcm Nick Season12 Survivor ckp :
"be who you potentially are"

:D

relationship.
a nice easy going relationship is actually safer
than making a pact on everything.
this should be natural not forced.
and do not wish for it.
if you do, you'll be blinded by love.

take it easy guys.
play it safe.
kalau tak jumpa sekarang, nanti2 ade la tu.
jangan pressure :p


future.
i cant see the future.
i cant expect too many things
i just can hope.

manchester united

i still believe. (^.^)

friends.
i do not have many close friends.

not cos i chose not to

its just hard for me to open up to just anybody.

(and i am not likeable :P)

but

if i tell you everything

you're really special.

hahaha.

if i act stupid, perangai mcm bdk2 ke ape

or even tiba2 jadi hantu,

you're special too.

if im not special to you

takpe.

asalkan i can still be myself with you.

haha. i just love all my friends. :)